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“Are you crazy? You could have gotten yourself killed!” || Inuyasha|| @bstkng​​

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🏹 “I did what I had to. If the opportunity presented itself once more, my response would be the same.”, she replied evenly, assessing the cracks and scratches on her body. The damage was insignificant in her eyes and the pain she felt, disguised behind her mask of indifference.

“Besides..I no longer conform to the same rules and limitations that govern a living body. You do not need to worry so needlessly over me, Inuyasha.” Neither living or dead, she was an abomination. Viewed as a monster and rightly so..as the only way for her to move this body was utilizing the souls of deceased women. There was no place for her in this world. The incident with the monk and Sayo was still quite vivid in her mind.

“My only purpose is to fix my mistake and remove Naraku from this world..even if it means taking him with me to Hell.” Out of everyone, she had the least to lose..because she had already lost most or all the things she loves. And those that still lingered..Kikyou could no longer be in their life in the same capacity as she once had been.

This was the only path left to her. The one that no other should or could walk..as it ultimately will lead to death. Even if she survived from her task to rid the world of Naraku, Kikyou would inevitably return to death’s cold embrace. It would be only a matter of time because she resented having to rely on the souls of the deceased to move her vessel. A vessel that did not bleed..did not maintain normal temperatures..nor would ever be able to hold life within it. She’d watch those around her live out the dreams she had always wanted from afar. Her grief would never end.

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🏹 Kikyou’s heart ached at the way Inuyasha said those particular words. She heard the need for reassurance from a lonely boy who had been mistreated terribly by the world. Kikyou wanted nothing more than to provide him with comfort and certainty that he craved. Realistically, it was impossible but..

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🌙 “Of course not. I have my servants. Our son occasionally visits me. My adoptive parents sometimes stop by. If I need companionship, I know where to find it.” Yet, even to her own ears, her usual, playful snark didn’t have its typical bite.She knew the truth but had no desire to voice it to the demon. In any case, if he knew her as well as he once did..he’d be able to tell.

Whether he did or not, had no implication upon her feelings. Kimi knew what it was like to be alone. She remembered that feeling distinctly, having experienced the harshness of the demon world and abandoned to fend for herself. She had nothing and no one but her wits, fangs and tenacity.

Then there was their marriage. War, territory, battles, politics and many other things took Toga away from the home often and for long stretches of time. Even though there were servants, the duty for caring for their pup still fell to her. As was ensuring their people were safe and keeping watch until he returned.

And naturally when he had left them, she had to bitterly face the fact that the likelihood of his return was slim. The duties she were doing before his leaving..became harder. It was one thing to constantly go to war and another..to know the one you gave your life to..literally..had found another. A human of all things.

For Kimi, loneliness and alone went hand in hand. At the end of the day, emotionally, spiritually, psychologically, biologically and many other domains, she will always be alone. She will die alone.

Toga meant well and she appreciated the words, but it was not  simple.He knew it. She knew it. However, he did not need to know the entire depth and scope of the feelings conjured in response. It was a thoughtful gesture after all and she gave him an amused smile.

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🌙 The deep timbre of this voice, was one she could never forget. Not that it was her ears that detected his presence first. No. Her hearing was one of the last senses, with her sense of smell and aura detection were at the forefront. That and the fact there were powerful spells to alert her of impending visitors. Hence his arrival was far from shocking.

What was puzzling..was his reason for his appearance, seeing as Izayoi had returned from the dead as well. Regardless of that fact, it was not like Kimi planned to keep him from the palace. This was really his and he had every right to be here..for it also bore memories of their first born.

“I am tired.”, she replied quietly, closing her eyes and propping her cheek against the back of her hand. “Yet considering how much worse it could be, I am doing quite well.” And of course, they both would know what she meant. Kimi had known the risks when she chose to mate for life. While this was not the way she had anticipated things to be going, she accepted the repercussions of her decision.

🏹  Kikyou knew Sesshomaru’s and Inuyasha’s energy like the back of her hand. This one..was similar to the pair but also different, especially when compared to Inuyasha. If anything, it aligned more so with Sesshomaru in terms of similarities. It was easy to piece together that this particular demon was full blooded, powerful and had some form of relation to the pair. Certainly someone on their father’s side perhaps? Did he have a brother? Kikyou was uncertain as Inuyasha only knew his father through stories and for Sesshomaru...the topic was a sensitive matter to be broached with extreme caution.

In other words, she knew very little of the male aside from the title and the human stories.

Kikyou’s theory, for the most part, had been accurate..save as to who it was. When her eyes finally laid upon the source of the demonic energy..it was not difficult to see the striking resemblance he bore to the other two. Was he not supposed to be dead? Curious.